I hope you read this i honestly do and hopefully this will help you understand...
I've tried to fight and make things right and stand by my words and morals.
I constantly felt as though i was losing all the time.
Every single word you've said to me i understood but i can't help but feel this could of been something more.
You need to understand that i tried to make everything so simple for you and every word i've said is with good intentions.
With me writing this out i'm not trying to say i'm crazy for you but to connect and feel so comfortable around someone and not let it have it's fair chance and flourishing is what's taking it's toll.
I'd love for one day to try things again but with the walls set high and the boundaries numerous i don't think we'd get another chance again.
I came to the decision to block you out to only protect you from tribulations and wars against what seems like the only people you have left, and make your life an ease.
I am not you and i understand that it wasn't worth taking that risk of an unknown pleasure.
I'm sorry that i have but it was only to protect you,
I wish that it could....
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