Alas i cease.
I've came to a suddent hault all my life i've known what i want to do and what direction i want to go in, i've always managed to be able to take a step back and look at the bigger picture so to speak which has made me more of an understanding/forgiving character.
but right right now i haven't got any sense of direction even though i have plans for my future everything is covered in a deep disorientating mist as to whether or not i'll achieve or walk a different path.
in all apspects of my life theres an array of pieces missing which need to be swiftly ammended.

i'm due for a miracle i'm waiting for a sign i stare straight into the sun and i won't close my eyes.