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Oh have some heart and hold it to your chest, We weren't in love, we were too young.We throw our words around as if they were not gold, well they are.Oh maybe someday I will be something more, Real with arms and legs so I can walk away and stay away forever and some moresome more.I'll stick around to watch this town fall down to it's knees, You can pray the day that you hope is coming round real soon.I will run and stay away in a place that I don't know well of, You can chose a different song that you will soon love.Well here are the reasons that hurt me the most.Call off the search I'm coming home, People lie once, but not on the third, Not without reason, not for a girl.The names will vary, the names they may change, But the game, the game it stays the same, Oh love, we want the ones that we will grow to hate, to hate.It's just soOh no, oh no. oh woah, oh no ...(Etc.)Oh maybe someday I'll deserve something more, A home in which I will turn to grow.I plant the seeds so that we can become something more, something moreI'll stick around to watch this town fall down to it's knees, You can pray the day that you hope is coming round real soon.I will run and stay away in a place that I don't know well of, You can chose a different song that you will soon love.Oh here are the reasons that hurt me the most, Call off the search she's coming home.People lie once, but not on the third, Not without reason, not for a girl.

through the loop

THANKYOU.

uneasy hearts weight the most

Frankly i don't give a fuck who reads this, i don't trust anyone but one sole person remains who has never ever in my eyes done a single bad thing or done anything out of spite or even has a bad bone in her body.
I'm sick of putting my effort into people who don't give a shit back and who don't care for me at all.
i'm tired.
i'm stressed.
i'm seeking sanctuary.
i don't believe.
i don't trust.
i want to breathe.
i choose life not deception.
or treachary.
i take pride.
but nothing compares.

Born and raised

I can't take much more of this yes theres a weight lifted from my shoulders but i'm still not breathing easy and i'm backed into a corner fighting for light.
I've lost all direction.