On returning to stabilty

Let nothing phase you.
Let nothing break you.
Stand by your dreams.
Embrace your ambitions.

Stay Happy and create an ambience.

through appreciation, ambition and a modest understanding

this is living.

karma reimbersed

Being forced upon a knife edge can take it's toll you either reach a stand still or flop either directly down or fall to the hilt. I hope to remain focused on this central point still managing the challenges around me.

As people we assume love as a swift justice to the heart a residing comfort re emerged in the form of another body.

What real love takes is merely a minor understanding of a mind and soul, please do not confuse yourself with the illusion. If you can learn to adjust and reason with changing circumstances then even two juxtaposed bodies can still leave a consistent fire.

Bitterness, deception, loss of communication, regrets, unloyalty and spite.

I hold none of these in my array of cards.

I love you for your ambition and autrism that in itself is the real beauty to me.

Here's to a fresh start.

Collapse

Everday i spill blood from two cracked teeth, in the desperate hope i'll feel alive again.

Removing any doubt that i am of a different nature.

Wishing this reality to be true.



I walk this land but not as my ancestors did bare foot, blisters abundant.They could harness the warmth and wellbeing of mother nature in between their toes.



My breathing becomes a deep wheezing as i choke inside my own bubble where am i safe if not in my own sanctuary?



My hands are born tools to create and act as forces on objects for good and bad outcomes.



My eyes only see a mist. Vast arrays of illusions, hiding the truth.

Squinting adapting to focus i then remove myself due to lack of time to see this world in a different light.

We spend so much of our time worrying about materialistic objects that we do not even manage to notice the most simplest of things.
I wish i wouldn't consider the possibilities and rattle my mind over what if and question how and why?
I wish i could join the buzz and the bubbles the majority of humans emerse themselves in and continue on enjoying sanity.

Psycological impact on even the strongest of minds can bring upon a mist.

is history repeating itself?

The mist over the illusion has became apparent.

Focusing on futuristics.
Penetrating into minds yet to be shaped.

I am following this narrow corridor of what will be with the doors on either sides still unlocked.
I stand within my sanctuary proud of the walls i have built and the secret passages forged beneath me.

In human years i am young but i am not misguided of my amibitions.
Since our first encounter you have made me sucumb to reason and thoughts i considered to be only that of my logic but somehow you managed to share.
A shared purpose through technique and history.
I willingly accepted your embrace and i shall never leave it's presence, thankyou will never suffice, i am eternally in your debt.

I am fortunate in having your hand to interlock with mine and the soft whispers of your comforting words.
You have lead me to a safe place which i could of only dreamt of in my childhood slumbers.

Do your worst and i will stand and recieve what ever you deliver but i shall never raise my white flag.

From parallel to a point.
Your fears have become my fears
Your hopes have become my hopes.